July 9th, 2006
Work depresses me so much. For some reason I want everyone there to really like me, and whenever I think that someone doesn't I feel really terrible, even if it's just a weirdo ex-con from the deli.
So I really want to quit that job and I can't wait till August 1st that is my last day. It freaks me out that a cashier job causes me so much stress. Like I am completely wacked out.
also i need to hang out with somebody or some people because i notice that when i stay home and bake all day and sew stuff like, i get a lot done, but my social skills become like decrepit and weird and i think i become a really strange person.
July 6th, 2006
I want to get out of my house but every time I go to call someone I realize that I have nothing to propose to them. so I don't know what do eighteen-year-olds do during the summer ,:/ ???
July 5th, 2006
|11:18 pm - fools|
From Italy I inherited my nose..and the tendency to gesticulate wildly..but I was still rooting for them and then they won and i was HAPPY and the Ukraine?? Who is UKRAINIA??? it's just another weird, harder-to-spell version of Russia, so go Italy
putain France is going down, christophe, DOWN
but secretly I wanted Portugal to win...because
OH PORTUGUESE SOCCERGOD i know you are in love with me too
please father my illegal child
also i found this in my photobucket account
i dont know, did i post it on st. patty's day?...is it warm outside? maybe i need a cigarette
June 25th, 2006
|08:15 pm - There's no boobs in Mary Pop-out!!|
Motal's party was really fun. I definitely made a fool of myself at least five times, I don't how I let myself get so retarded..but since I don't remember any specifics of the night (save the subject title^) I won't feel bad about it.
I do remember telling katie "I'll be RIGHT BACK! RIGHT BACK!" really excitedly, and when i came back and she was still standing there I got really excited...again
And i remember that I was trying to say "superbowl sunday" at one point but i couldn't rememebr the words so I was like "Katie!! What's that day when it's sunday and everyone plays football?!"
also veronica fell down like 12094830982 times..and i think alyssa and i attempted to play pool, but veronica kept throwing all the sticks on the table
i really missed alyssa and katie, my original home friess
Salvadorian Sex Dream talked to me today. hurrah. but i'm still too awkward to come off remotely normal. sigh.
in conclusion, sports are dumb and I am never suave
June 17th, 2006
|11:28 pm - garage sale at my house, heard you were coming|
as i was saying on myspace, mad merch for mad cheap. plus I'll be there
I watched Lady and the Tramp on channel seventeen. it was soooo good.
June 11th, 2006
|08:58 pm - none of them want to fight me|
I found out that nearly all the guys at my work are salvadorian. And now they all talk to me in spanish
on break they're like okay, spanish time and they give me little tests ("Como es tu cafe? Frio o caliente? Y Como es tu naranja? Es dulce o agria? Vas a ir a la parada puertorriquena??" etc.)
yessss spanish lessons from old salvadorian guys
but the young hot one still talks to me in english, and like I'm five. He must know that I'm secretly obsessed with him. I try not to stare...but he's so beautiful...I think I make myself obvious. I wish i was seductively gifted. Like I could say Okay, I like that person, they will be mine in approximately ____ days.
but i don't think anyone is like that.
something about work makes me update livejournal a lot. It's not that i'm obsessed with work, i just always update after work. I swear
p.s. Purchase sent me a scholarship, but not an acceptance letter? Maybe they're sending me an acceptance letter in like november as payback for sending the application in so late (last week)
but whatever purchase, Costa Rica beats you any day. It's summer all year long, and the capital is a ghetto!
+ eco-friendly tourism
Current Location: in the sunroom
Current Mood: okay
Current Music: atrevete-te...Calle 13
June 9th, 2006
|06:40 pm - fridays spent at home are bad.|
I was just eating apple and peanut butter (all natural peanut butter with oil on top, but I mixed it in, no worries).
And I picked up this napkin next to the computer to wipe my mouth...and as I did it I realized that I had blown my nose in that napkin like ten minutes ago
mucus and peanut butter ALL OVER MY FACE!!!
just thought I'd turn you on
p.s. i still haven't washed my face
EDIT: I think we should go to the Sirens Music Festival July 15th!!! (I promise I won't have sex with a carnie this time?)
Current Mood: stupid
Current Music: Girlfriend in a Coma I knooww
May 19th, 2006
|11:16 pm - tu eres una diabla, una demonia, vamos a casarnos|
pero sin ceremoniaaaa
I can't deny it any longer.
I LOVE REGGAETON
Current Mood: bouncy, and repetitive
Current Music: N.O.R.E., plan B, Calle 13
May 12th, 2006
I'm working on my birthday. But i get out at seven. and abi and monica said they'd plan something ooh it's so sad at how poorly i organize things.
anyway..i'll call you when i know how i'm celebrating my eighteenth birthday
tonight my parents are taking me out to dinner, i would rather partyy, it is MY BIRTHDAY WEEKEND, but they went and planned things again without asking if I actually wanted to DO
SUCH A THING
but it is a really nice restaurant on the Lower East Side, with big glass double doors manned by young hipster doormen and a red carpet into the dining room
tony gave me a cheesecake the size of a car tire...i swear..and it was so good too..i put it in the freezer and had cheese ice cream for dessert mmm...but then he got mad at me for not inviting me to my birthday party, which is not my fault, because I don't know what my birthday party is yet!!
but i can't be mad at him :sigh:...haha because i can't understand him on the phone
i can only judge that he is saying vengeful things by the exasperated tone in his voice. for all i know we could be broken up now..but i don't htink so, because he said to call him tomorrow.
well it doesn't really matter.
hasta luego neen-yoss
May 9th, 2006
|05:24 pm - i hope this works.|
If you saw Basic Instict, this will be funny. If you haven't, I don't know, maybe it will still be funny. My brother created it in his Graphic Arts class